Boy situation

So I don't know who all reads this because not too many have been posting lately but I thought I'd write it so you all can read it at your leisure. I've been reluctant to put this in writing for fear of who's eyes may fall upon this blog, but who cares.

So I'm here in good ole Massachusetts where the population is great but the LDS boy selection can be limited. Some of you understand, others of you have no clue. So you know like good vibes, bad vibes. Well I had that all in the same room tonight. Meaning one guy, I'm creeped out by and the other I'm like you're cool. So creepy man used to not be creepy, in fact I have mentioned him before as a possibility for crushage. He became creepy man when this past week, he called me EVERY day, minus one...EVERY day, with no reason. I think it's a little much. I guess he must have become a little creepy before that because I think I would have enjoyed it I had been interested in him. But he says comments in groups and I find myself oft times being embarrassed for him. You know what I mean? Well anyway, it comes down to being a bad vibe coming from him. And the other night we were walking back from swimming and he hit my shoes out of my hand and then I stood there in shock and he never picked them up for me! Rude!! Then tonight, he slapped me for some reason (on my cheek and I just got my wisdom teeth out) and then he tried to kiss it better...I was like hanging over the banister to get away!! It's just weird. I can't explain anymore than I have, it's just instincts.

The man of my dreams on the other hand has a whole list of reasons why he is superior. #1. He's black...you know I melt for some hot chocolate. #2. He's an attractive black man in my opinion. #3. He plays basketball and is dang good at it!!!! If I weren't lazy, I'd probably move that to number 1. #4. He's LDS (yeah that should be number 1, let's just say the numbering is off and is inconsequential) #5. He's one of the funniest people I know...when I'm around him, I laugh constantly. And did I mention he plays basketball. Well to tell you guys the truth, I don't know all that much about him but what I know I like and the good vibes are coming from him. I feel that he flirts with me...he asked me for my number last night and he texted and called me last night just to tease me, by saying a shoot like a girl (b/c we were shooting hoops together) and then he called to say he was going to throw me in the pool at FHE. Then he texted me this afternoon to tell me he couldn't make it to FHE and then later called me and left a message saying that he had good news and bad news and that he could say it on the machine but that would take the fun out of it so that I'd have to call him back. Then after hanging out at FHE, he texted me again telling me that I have to go on the trip to Palmyra with the young single adults. I asked why and he said, "cuz I'll be there" and now he just texted me to tell me that he's going to sleep but that he'll talk to me tomorrow!! So like I said, if I'm interested in the guy, hearing from him often is a great thing! Oh I think I forgot to mention, he has a little 5 year old girl...but don't worry, he's not married....but she is a very cute little girl that is very well behaved. He has joint custody and seems to deal well with her. Anyways, I'm smitten. And I'm pretty sure he's gonna sucker me to go to the Palmyra trip even though I'm going this weekend with my sister. Oh well, what else would I be doing? :-)

Sorry for the length. Hope you enjoyed the story. I'll keep you guys posted. Love you all and hope all is well for each and every one of you!